It is late, I have been lying here thinking deep thoughts as the storm rages around me. How I love living in the desert - I had never seen storms the way they occur here. Tonite the quiet evening suddenly became a potpourri of crashing thunder, flashing magnificent forks of lightning through the night sky.
Oh! How I love thunderstorms.
The desert storms are unlike anything I'd experienced anywhere else. My brother just phoned to tell me his lawn was completely buried under pea sized hail. Ours was smaller, not as much. But the lightning forked and stretched and flashed like electric fingers reaching sideways, not touching the ground. The winds roar, the thunder rattles the house, and the rain beats against the windows like the wings of a gigantic bird. Awesome!
Every thunderstorm displays the tiniest bit of His power - dramatic, dangerous, as if God is flexing His muscles. I love how every aspect is finely controlled, how He releases just so much power and not an iota more. This is how the judgement day will look - roaring thunder, flashes of His mighty arm's power - a display calculated to drop me face down before Him. And it does.
And then, after all the dramatics, comes the pouring rain which slowly softens into a steady rain for a bit. Then all is quiet....until, far off in the distance, a small grumble is heard. Then another, louder this time. Then the flash of light and the thunder happen almost @ the same time, the house shakes rattles and rolls and the sound seems to pass through ever cell in my body.
I read of a woman who, trying to calm her kiddies fears, told them the thunder was only "the angels making their beds." A small voice said, "I don't mind them making the beds - but they keep turning the lights on and off." I like that. To this day, I like to think perhaps the angels are involved in thunderstorms, perhaps even making their beds or, as another mom told me, "the angels are bowling" Both thoughts make me smile. But I'd rather tell a child that God was showing His power so we would never have to doubt that something was too hard for Him - and to watch the displays with awe and wonder.
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So I thought I would share a little of the joy I find in thunder and lightning - of course, a necessary part of that is being safe and warm and have a place to watch, yet be removed from it.
It's how I feel about my CI sometimes - I watch God release His power when I need it, providing helpful parking places by the door or the endurance to last throughout the whole series of art classes and not have to leave early.
Can anyone explain to me how a deviled egg sandwich you could make at home (but never do) tastes like a Top "Chef delight when it is nestled upon thin white bread with their crusts cut off and are served as a triangle? To me that is a miracle right up there with the water-to-wine of the wedding at Cana!
During this hectic time, I sit in the church office in case some one's name is spelled wrong and calligraph a new one. I also host a table with my sil on one of the 3 nights of the tea. But I must be there every night to fix name tags, and some nights there are many.
Because it is so important to me to be there (to myself, not to the church) and because it touches people to see "actual " calligraphy being done before their eyes - I can count on getting sicker or being in much more pain than usual. Last year I had sciatic nerve damage that lasted down to the wire - I couldn't sit without severe pain that my regular dose of pain medication didn't even touch! It looked impossible. But like the unleashed precision of the lightning, my King had it allllllllll under control.A few hours before I had to leave for church, the pain went away. Poof! Gone! And I could get to the church , get up and down from my chair to receive and return the corrected name tags, then scurry into the room when the carols began, and sit through the whole evening with nary a twinge. And that happened 3 nights in a row!. To me, this is akin to the parting of the Red Sea. I was so full of wonder and joy at His graciousness in allowing me to serve Him, doing something that I dearly love : calligraphy.
And experiencing the storm tonight brought it all back. When things look impossible to me, I now remember seeing His power released in my behalf in (to me) a mighty way - and carry a picture in my heart of lightning striking that obstacle and - POOF! - it is gone. Of course, His timing is a bit different than ours. I want it NOW! Instant gratification is my favorite mode of being answered. But God deals from eternity, where there is no time - and tho He might not be as early as I would like, after 40 years of walking with Him I can tell you truthfully, He is never late.
So the next time you are privileged to view thunder and lightning, imagine each bolt of lightning striking that big obstacle in your way - and remind yourself that His arm is not shortened that He cannot save.
That's why we call Him the Savior!